A note posted for my dearest friends:

I’m afraid you’ll have to reform
the band.  We were close though
weren’t we? I guess I misled you, I
wasn’t planning on this happening.
One last request, please, be kind to her.
She did her best, always, to help me.

A note posted for all of my friends (including the dearest):

You probably didn’t see this coming.  You
are probably wondering why I never 
confided my intentions in you. You are  
probably damning the world for its 
stupidity and its cruelty.  You were always  
good to me and such good human beings.
I was filled with memories of our good 
times, of your tenderness to me and I
don’t think you could have done better.
Keep going, live and love and take over
this world.  Stick together. I had problems
from the beginning. I never wanted to be 
mr. negativity.  You kept me going longer 
than I would have ever believed.  If you’re
looking to blame her, stop, it’s not her fault.
She was just like you, a good friend to me,
till the end.  I’m so sorry.

A note posted for my coworkers:  

You probably weren’t expecting this from 
me.  You are probably in shock but I did 
find some solace in sharing time with you
all.  I think you are such beautiful people.